Ugh…

Well I know I have not written in a while and I thought I should update since it feels like has been so long. I have probably made promises in previous posts that I will write daily or even weekly but I will no longer do that because well time will not allow me to do so. I doubt anybody (other than myself and the few friends I sometime direct straight here) actually read this so I do not feel so bad about falling through on promises.
On the other hand this month has been completely crazier than I expected. It has brought so many new and somewhat good things but it has brought a lot of drama and heartache and pain and all that as well. I am deciding from this moment on to…………..

I bet you were expecting this great revelation but that is not happening and the truth is because I am still learning and still experiencing life….of course every step of the way I learn something new and I share it with you but as for now until I personally get my own mind clear….don’t expect anything completely magnificent and all-knowing truth.
The only truth that I do know is that I plan to do much more for the YAY ME! team.
No I am not talking about “London Tipton” from The Suite Life of Zack & Cody or from Suite Life on Deck (I keep up with my Disney Channel), no the YAY ME! team I am talking about is exactly right me, Ciggy, I am going to try something new and be just a tad bit selfish and not just go to assist friends, coworkers, classmates, residents, close family, distant relatives, strangers, and the all the other people I bump into, but to actually help myself. The only person I can count on to truly care and watch me should be me (not counting God of course because well he is God and I know he watches me) and if I am not doing that why would or should anyone else care?

With all that said I think that is enough of an update and I will do my best to try and write one new post a month at least, if you get more than that then great, if not well I will try better the next time.

Ok, I must go now so much love and thanks for reading!

God Bless!

Ciggy!!