Ciggy Chat

As many people I know would say its a new year but same drama and though that may partially be true it is a new year and hopefully time for more and great new possibilities.At least that is what I am hoping for…I am getting older of course and it hurts sometimes when as much as time and some things change what you want most to change never happens and sometimes you start to feel you will never get a chance at what you most desire.It’s sad to even say something like that if you know me even the slightest bit you may call me optimistic a little go lucky…

Mother nature is a funny thing…today I feel like I have went through an upload of different climates and it surprises me, which it shoulodn’t but I feel like mother nature had a visit from her aunt flo because seriously I was getting moodswings from her all day long. First there was this very dark and angry mood, then pouring rain (constant sadness), then this bit of shine, then there was a breeze, we went back to drizzling, and then it was hot and then back to a breeze again. Well right now I do not have much more to say, its one of those days where my mind is…

This is a very and I mean extremely funny site. I first discovered this website back in my freshman year of college. It was the night before the last day of classes of my very first college semester. I lived in a triple on a campus and so me and another one of my roommates were trying to sleep while another one was staying up to work on a paper. For some reason we kept talking and laughing and reciting commercial tunes and I cant remember the exact word we were searching I feel it was pimp or playah or something like that on urbandictionary.com and then we started looking…

Ok so I am attempting to do this daily blog thing and I kind of cheated the last time I wrote was really on Friday but it was so late it showed up as Saturday. Anywho that is not my main focus for today’s entry or blog.Friends, friends that make you feel like you are family is truly a wonderful thing. This weekend has been a great reconnector {Yes I completely made up that word = )} for me and it feels great. I had a chance to speak to, really talk and listen to the voices of my friends that I miss and haven’t spoken to in a while…

So the other day I watched the movie Julia & Julie, it was an alright movie but what I liked about it was the blogging in the movie. Julie set a goal to do and in achieving her goal she blogged about it everyday, truthfully I liked the cooking as well. I am a gal of many interests. Anywho, I am planning to blog daily, seriously I know I have made many blogging promises to this blog before but I am intent on keeping this one up to the best of my ability. What I will discuss everything. I figure why not tell all….I am not sure who exactly is…

Change is supposed to be a good thing. It means we are not standing still but moving forward and going somewhere. Even though change is ultimately a wonderful thing it is also a very challenging time. You have to adapt to the change. Truthfully change is something I have had to deal with my entire life. Change does not happen just because you want it to or when you expect it. It comes when you are at a comfort level in your life and springs up out of no where. I am currently at that point again…you know the changing station. Like I said before when change comes it just…

Hello all!! I have not written in a while and I wanted to say hello.Recently I had a birthday pass and it was a pretty significant one. I have yet to feel the age kick in just yet but I am happy that I have been blessed to make it to another year and to live yet another day. I know to me and my family and close friends my birthday was pretty big but for others it was just another day. Today is probably someone’s birthday however, I don’t know or better yet I don’t remember anyone’s birthday today so it is just another day going by. My birthday…

As we all know yesterday was the lovely Valentine’s Day. For some people that is a day of pure bliss and happiness. For some people that is a day of dredfulness and pain and for others they choose to ignore it and treat it like just another day. Yesterday me and my friends were each other’s valentines and we went to the movies and the mall and just had a good time for like a girls night out! I am still a super romantic but truthfully I do believe Valentine’s Day gets much more significance than it should. People should not feel sad if they are single however Valentine’s day…

Why must I always do this to myself?What you may ask….get my hopes up.I dont know why I do well I mean I have an idea.I am a very optimistic person, but I really should try not to get my hopes up so high anymore.I may be nice and seem to be happy all the time but its not easy all the time and sometimes I hate to admit its just an act because if you think if you have and hopes, small or minor dreams crushed broken and dropped you cant be so happy every minute of the day and it can be anything that mess up the dream.Even…