Ciggy Chat

It’s after 4 in the morning and I have a 6 page paper due in less than 6 hours and I no where near finished and tears are falling from my eyes.I can’t stop thinking about him…I can’t even tell you who him or which him but he is on my mind and it hurts my heart and trust it is not all the caffine that I have taken in to finish this paper. It’s the he in my life that consumes my mind so much. It is weird I should be happy he shows interest everyone else sees it but me and I can’t pinpoint exactly what is or…

They are such an interesting topic I had to do a part 2. This month has been very interesting for me with this topic. I had a date with an old crush but found out we were just friends and then two other guys came up out of no where and an even older crush called me out of the blue.It is weird you know all this stuff happens and I feel like why…I mean I haven’t changed really so what accounts for the change. Another thing they are just like us and try to conceal it. I can literally write a whole book on my inner thoughts about this…

I love my family so much and they are so important to me.Earlier this month and over the summer my family came to my campus to visit me and spend time with me.This was the best thing for me and truly lifted my spirits and I know this is a quick blog but that is just because I really wanted to make sure I mentioned my family and how much they mean to me!

Well I know I have not written in a while and I thought I should update since it feels like has been so long. I have probably made promises in previous posts that I will write daily or even weekly but I will no longer do that because well time will not allow me to do so. I doubt anybody (other than myself and the few friends I sometime direct straight here) actually read this so I do not feel so bad about falling through on promises.On the other hand this month has been completely crazier than I expected. It has brought so many new and somewhat good things but…

It has been a while since I last wrote and boy has time flew since then…Well the title of this post is called “Funny” and because for some reason I have been thinking about those weird feelings I had back in July…I know it has been ages ago since then and it has been a roller coaster of emotions and thoughts but for some reason I am starting to believe that those were positive weird feelings and something really good is about to happen. Something completely different and new and well just a whole other kind of experience. Well whatever it is I will do my best to fill you…

I love music!!! There is no doubt about it…to me it is a direct reflection of each and everyone of us! With music I cry, laugh, smile, think, become creative, and so much more and that is just in one song!!! Imagine listening to an album or a playlist! Sometimes me and my friend would argue about music….he is well a math major and his statement is that math is necessary in the world but music is not. True, I am not musically gifted as I wish I was (and am trying to be) but I completely beg to differ with my my math majored friend. We went back and…

Yesterday was extremely weird…I woke up with somewhat of a positive start and I was pretty upbeat but by the time 1:30 hit….it was like I was completely drained. My voice was practically gone and I felt like I could barely accomplish anything. Friends, supervisors, and even family was telling me go to bed, get some sleep, and stop working. The weird thing is I ended my night around 8PM and even though I was tired…I could not fall asleep. That is what bewilders me…how can I be so exhausted and not instantly fall into a sleep coma the moment I hit my bed. What is going on exactly in…

Hey, If you ever read any of my previous blogs you most likely know that I am one busy gal.However, lately I have been uber* busy…and the thing is I do so many different things and I wonder if I am on the right path.I am this place and that and even though I enjoy what I do in this present moment, I have really big dreams and I just pray that everything I do will lead me on the right path and in the direction.I guess I should try and get a break but well that’s what sleep is for.This was just something on my mind thought I write…

My blog may begin to get a bit repetitive as I know I most likely have written on this particular subject before: being busy!At this point whenever someone sees me this is how the conversation tends to go: Friend/Family Member/Suppervisor/Professor/Face-Known Stranger(You get the point): Hey, how are you?Me(as I walking through a door, rushing off to the next location): Good…Busy…you?Friend/Family Member/Suppervisor/Professor/Face-Known Stranger(You get the point): When are you not busy?! or You are always busy! I guess my problem is I tend to be a bit too involved…I have a tendency to add on to my responsibilities and truthfully I love every bit of what I do whether I am…

Hey everyone…I know I continue to promise to write more frequently but I never get the chance to really sit down and type and well lately I keep logging in but I never feel like I have anything to say. Well, to tell the truth. if you know me…I tend to talk a lot…like I can talk your ear off but anyways as my title mentions I would like to talk about weird feelings… Yesterday, and I guess on some level today I had this unidentifiable feeling…I still can’t quite place my finger on it. I call it weird because well I wasn’t happy but I definitely wasn’t mad or…