It has been a while since I last wrote and boy has time flew since then…Well the title of this post is called “Funny” and because for some reason I have been thinking about those weird feelings I had back in July…I know it has been ages ago since then and it has been a roller coaster of emotions and thoughts but for some reason I am starting to believe that those were positive weird feelings and something really good is about to happen. Something completely different and new and well just a whole other kind of experience. Well whatever it is I will do my best to fill you…

I love music!!! There is no doubt about it…to me it is a direct reflection of each and everyone of us! With music I cry, laugh, smile, think, become creative, and so much more and that is just in one song!!! Imagine listening to an album or a playlist! Sometimes me and my friend would argue about music….he is well a math major and his statement is that math is necessary in the world but music is not. True, I am not musically gifted as I wish I was (and am trying to be) but I completely beg to differ with my my math majored friend. We went back and…

Yesterday was extremely weird…I woke up with somewhat of a positive start and I was pretty upbeat but by the time 1:30 hit….it was like I was completely drained. My voice was practically gone and I felt like I could barely accomplish anything. Friends, supervisors, and even family was telling me go to bed, get some sleep, and stop working. The weird thing is I ended my night around 8PM and even though I was tired…I could not fall asleep. That is what bewilders me…how can I be so exhausted and not instantly fall into a sleep coma the moment I hit my bed. What is going on exactly in…

Hey, If you ever read any of my previous blogs you most likely know that I am one busy gal.However, lately I have been uber* busy…and the thing is I do so many different things and I wonder if I am on the right path.I am this place and that and even though I enjoy what I do in this present moment, I have really big dreams and I just pray that everything I do will lead me on the right path and in the direction.I guess I should try and get a break but well that’s what sleep is for.This was just something on my mind thought I write…

My blog may begin to get a bit repetitive as I know I most likely have written on this particular subject before: being busy!At this point whenever someone sees me this is how the conversation tends to go: Friend/Family Member/Suppervisor/Professor/Face-Known Stranger(You get the point): Hey, how are you?Me(as I walking through a door, rushing off to the next location): Good…Busy…you?Friend/Family Member/Suppervisor/Professor/Face-Known Stranger(You get the point): When are you not busy?! or You are always busy! I guess my problem is I tend to be a bit too involved…I have a tendency to add on to my responsibilities and truthfully I love every bit of what I do whether I am…

Hey everyone…I know I continue to promise to write more frequently but I never get the chance to really sit down and type and well lately I keep logging in but I never feel like I have anything to say. Well, to tell the truth. if you know me…I tend to talk a lot…like I can talk your ear off but anyways as my title mentions I would like to talk about weird feelings… Yesterday, and I guess on some level today I had this unidentifiable feeling…I still can’t quite place my finger on it. I call it weird because well I wasn’t happy but I definitely wasn’t mad or…

Hey everyone….sometimes people think I act like an old grandma while others sometimes say you act like a little kid…well to answer the age old question I am twenty years old. I have only been that way for like a week. Sometimes I think I am this really old person in all reality I have so much still to live for. I have so many dreams to achieve that I pray and hope happen for me. I am in the midst of doing homework and studying and well I just pray that the dreams I have come true one day. Ok….I willl write later and hopefully more frequently but I…

I am at a lost for the right words to express that to you.Of course, the typical and most siught out answer is I am fine.But that my friend is not always the case.You can easily answer tired, good, busy, worried, upset, happy, stressed, and many other things.Of course with all those answers there is another question implied? The why and how come you feel that way?Then there is the rare case of a few, including myself saying that I don’t know how I feel or you feel like an odd mixture of them all. To tell the truth I am not sure as to why I wanted to write…

There are probably many different ones but the one that comes to mind is when your friend feels betrayed by you. If it was just an acquaintance you might feel a little something but if it is your “best” or like a lifetime friend it can really hurt.Especially when you had no idea you were doing anything that would hurt them or could even be associated with that concept.After whatever the situation that arises happened and you can obviously see the distrust that person has for you, if they are a good friend, you wish and pray that you can make that feeling go away. Let them know that you…

They come at any time from anywhere, and it is up to you to actually take advantage and go for them. Opportunities that you do get are what I like to call blessings from God. You never know when to expect them, but you keep your faith and know that God is always with you even in the hardest of times. You may be struggling but that doesn’t mean he has left you it just means that you are that much closer to your blessing you just have to keep holding on and don’t lose the strength to do it. Right now I am living in one of my dreams…