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Busy for a Reason
A while ago I remember writing about being bored and that very weird state of it. These days I happy to say there are no cries of boredom coming from me. Those that are closest to me and even live with me barely see me I am always on the go. I truly enjoy being on the go for one it makes me feel like I have a purpose. I love not not having anything to do. When I have a lot of free time it feels as if I am wasting it.Other than the fact that I actually do love being busy, it also keeps me focused on other…
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Blessed
I have this crazy feeling and tears that have been coming from me all day since like 6PM and I could not place my fingers on it. But my tears are not sad but they needed to be let out. This day has been a crazy one for me, full of things coming to an end but at the same time so many more things are just getting ready to begin. I can feel it … I do not know what exactly is going to happen but I feel…I know it has to be good.
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Guys: Part 1
Where does one start on this topic? If I haven’t mentioned it by now or if you have not figured it out yet I am a girl. And well as we all know the opposite sex knows in reality absolutely nothing factual about the other one, but we all have our speculations and thoughts about what they do, what it means or at the very least what we think or hope to think that they mean by what they say and do. So, if you have read the previous post then well this topic of “Guys” has led me to write. This time however, when I write about them it…
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babble from ciggy
Life is so unpredictable…the things that happen are crazy and unexpected even if you believe your life is so predictable that you get fed up with the boredom you get thrown curveballs. I have been getting curveballs all my life since the moment I was born. These “curveballs” do not even have to be aimed directly at you but somehow you can get hit with the after effect. Because of these unexpected, unpredicted moments you have no choice but to live in the very moment you are in because even when you plan for the future, your plans may get rearranged and changed. I have been learning this practically my…
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Relationships…are they worth it?
Relationships come in all shapes and sizes. There are: sibling, parent and child, best friends, enemies, couples, and the talking state (pre couple moment). Well I would like to talk about the last two that I mentioned which deal more with couples or the semblance of one. Personally, I have never been in that kind of a relationship yet (Not that I do not want to but it just has not happened yet, not even the talking state but I digress.), but I have plenty of friends and I learn alot from watching them and seeing the different situations they go through. Well what I have learned is that above…
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Boys
They are charming and sweet while at the very same time so frustrating. With that said I wonder why is it that we still fall for them so easily? Boys are cute, handsome, funny, annoying, loud, goofy, quiet, interesting, weird, unusual, and complex in a whole different level. Maybe it is this strangely unique combo that keeps us coming back for more. I have guy friends and I have had more than my handful of crushes but I have yet to have that first true intimate one on one connection with one. I would like to think that when I get to that point I will have solved the inner…
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One of the Firsts
I am in state of constant thinking. The First one always make you think. I mean you have an experience that you never had before and your feelings change and you say it is not so bad. And truth be told you may even want to try again. It is ok if at this point you are wondering what the heck did she just experienced…well friends that is for me to know and you to imagine.However, truthfully it does not matter every first gives you this weird feeling of thought and at first genuine happiness whether it be your first time, your first kiss, your first drink, your first boyfriend,…
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Valentine’s Day
Is it really ever a Happy Valentine’s Day? I mean seriously if you ever think about it this day builds up so much excitement only to be let down by so much more disappointment. I bet the fix to this would be to just not get your hopes up so high. Except even when you don’t something turns people’s Valentine’s Day a bit sour. It does not matter who you are whether you are single, with someone or kind of talking to somebody. I mean I woke up today saying with a smile on my face saying Happy Valentine’s Day but unfortunately I was saying it to people that hate…
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Quotes
I have a subscription to the Quote of the Day. Right now I am quite busy so I do not have much time to write on them but I would like to highlight some quotes that I may write about later: “Don’t just count your years, make your years count. ” – Ernest Meyers“Envy is the art of counting the other fellow’s blessings instead of your own. ” – Harold Coffin“Music creates order out of chaos: for rhythm imposes unanimity upon the divergent, melody imposes continuity upon the disjointed, and harmony imposes compatibility upon the incongruous.” – Yehudi Menuhin, 1916 – 1999“There is no feeling, except the extremes of fear…
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Time
What an interesting concept. This thing called time that seems to last forever but slips by us so fast. Seriously as a child we think that we have all the time in the world but as we mature and get older we are like where has the time went. People constantly put off what they can do today for tomorrow and then two weeks later it is still not done. Right now I could be wasting time or be doing something effective it all depends on how you look at it.