So I am in a new place yet again but I am excited. I am starting graduate school and my life as a hall director on a college campus part of my new and most updated dream list.  That was just an update but not the true intention or point for this particular post. I live in New Jersey and recently Hurricane Irene hit us….sidebar I have a great aunt named Irene and she is nothing like this storm she is love-able and a strong woman in my family. Anyway the day after the hurricane truly hit us I get a text from this cell number that I recognize way…

So I can’t believe that it is July already. Just to update you on a few things this is the July after I have graduated from my undergrad and currently I am in an internship in Tennessee. Super excited to be here but its almost over and that is a little bit sad. I know I should write more but I will later. Speak to you later, Ciggy

It’s 12:25 AM in Tennessee and I cannot sleep for some reason. I slept in extremely late today but I am tired I am in my bed and I can’t seem to fall asleep. I am watching Khloe & Lamar on television because yes I must admit that I am totally in love with the Kardashians. OK change of topic…so last night I tried to kind of clean some old baggage. I had this friend that I had a crush on and we were really good friends. We even were good friends after he found out about it, of not better but he graduated a year before me and then…

If you read my last post entitled Dreamland then you already know that I have multiple blogs. One that is very new that I am working on is entitled Nashville…we have arrived!! This blog will be only for this summer and it is a video blog of me and my summer roommate’s internships in Nashville, Tennessee!! So if you are curious to what is going on this summer in Nashville with me and my roommate Stephanie please check out nashvilleinterns.blogspot.com Till next time I am Ciggy!!

Ok so I have quite a few blogs and some might be under different aliases or whatever but I am linking another blog to the original ciggychat right now. So the blog I am referring to is my imagination one which was originally going to be for stories and other great things with the author being Zoe (a great girl born and raised in New York City) is now going to be utilized hopefully for exactly what was intended stories and the like and now as this blog post title claims dreamland. In the past week I have had three dreams that are very like sort of interesting to me…

Oh my gosh…I am just thinking about a lot right now. More like going down memory lane and it is a bit saddening. I still can’t get over the fact that my time here is almost over. Not on this Earth at least I hope not but at my undergrad. I started this blog when I started college. I forget what the purpose was for but I remember my desire to start a blog came after watching the movie The Perfect Man with Hilary Duff and she had a blog and I was thinking that is so cool an online diary. It’s kind of weird this type of blog you…

So, I have never ever been in a relationship with another person you know boyfriend & girlfriend. So I always felt that I have never been in love because I used to think in order to be in love with someone they had to like love you back or at the very least you two had to be together in that kind of a way. But recently I have been wondering if I was in love with this friend of mine. We were extremely close. I can kid around him, feel completely comfortable, and can talk to him about everything. Well actually I used to be able to do all…

As many people I know would say its a new year but same drama and though that may partially be true it is a new year and hopefully time for more and great new possibilities.At least that is what I am hoping for…I am getting older of course and it hurts sometimes when as much as time and some things change what you want most to change never happens and sometimes you start to feel you will never get a chance at what you most desire.It’s sad to even say something like that if you know me even the slightest bit you may call me optimistic a little go lucky…

Mother nature is a funny thing…today I feel like I have went through an upload of different climates and it surprises me, which it shoulodn’t but I feel like mother nature had a visit from her aunt flo because seriously I was getting moodswings from her all day long. First there was this very dark and angry mood, then pouring rain (constant sadness), then this bit of shine, then there was a breeze, we went back to drizzling, and then it was hot and then back to a breeze again. Well right now I do not have much more to say, its one of those days where my mind is…

This is a very and I mean extremely funny site. I first discovered this website back in my freshman year of college. It was the night before the last day of classes of my very first college semester. I lived in a triple on a campus and so me and another one of my roommates were trying to sleep while another one was staying up to work on a paper. For some reason we kept talking and laughing and reciting commercial tunes and I cant remember the exact word we were searching I feel it was pimp or playah or something like that on urbandictionary.com and then we started looking…